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I’m not sure we (self included) really understand the concept of sacrifice. It’s supposed to hurt us, pain us, cause us to ache. So why don’t we feel that? Probably because oftentimes we’ve never hurt for much in our lives or had really “consider the cost” when purchasing something or saving for material goods.
Sacrifice requires that we give up something very dear to us. But often sacrifice, to me, has usually been whatever I felt I could give or what was comfortable to me. But that is not how sacrifice works. David said in the OT, “I won’t give to the Lord what costs me nothing.” Are we that bold to speak such words of conviction? Affection requires little, while love demands sacrifice. Do I love God enough to say I trust Him? Think long and seriously before you answer that…. And when he says, I gave you a gift, and I want it back now (whatever capacity it be in), do I say no way or Your Will be done. And sometimes it is like pulling teeth to get us out of ourselves to see the light of self-sacrifice. My friends, what is required of you will be something you love so dearly that your tender, aching fingers are clenching it so tightly while you are begging God not to take it from you. You may spend moments or nights in tears asking why, why He has taken what you loved? The truest form of a trusting heart is one that is able to eventually say “take it Lord if you see fit.” Have I gotten there? Not yet. Speaking to other musicians out there, it’s amazing how tightly we cling to something we want to define our being. We’re selfish. We’re whining babies. And we want the glory all to ourselves. This is a huge part of our walk with God- that we learn that it isn’t about us, the world doesn’t revolve around our wants and desires (contrary to popular American culture) and that love isn’t some fanciful, whimsical anthropology ad, facebook album or advertisement like we are spoonfed to believe. True love doesn’t always look pristine. It’s gritty. It’s getting your hands in the dirty with others’ residue. It’s sticking your neck out for someone. It’s rubbing elbows with the less fortunate of society. It’s being uncool to show kindness. It’s sacrifice of self and more than you ever thought it would be when you agreed to follow Him years ago.